reality of a moment

05 Jan 2005


10:17 AM - reality of a moment (many comments)
Current mood: enthralled

Elli: The reality of a moment materializes only when time alters or freezes its value.

Adam: interesting. seems to me though that reality materializes all the time, regardless of value placed or displaced on it....

elli: True, but what about this? As soon as one is near enough to feel. One will apropriate to the element in mention a feeling and that feeling will either desolve or fortify itself in time.


Jake: But how do you know this?

Adam: Well thats the nature of feeling, is it not????

Alex: Interesting... I look at the reality of a moment as something that you can control. You can take it off of time's conveyer belt, open it, inspect it, spread it out on a table, identify each part and reserach the em, and then you can put it back together however you like and throw it back on the conveyer belt. I had a bunch of time poems in Oct. and November... check em out if ya like hny to ya, thanks for sharing that thought.

Elli: Value is always placed upon a resulted situation even if one is jaded by life... what happens then is how the person will react to the feeling.. He can choose not to be affected and if one can't then an automatic reaction will ensue..

Jake: A very calm, aggressive, confident for 2005. I wish I could freeze time but remain conscious or collapse time to get where i am going faster. If death could be postponed...

Rich: Yeah but the reality of a moment mostyl freezes in one's mind when after a series of many deceptive event it has put the heart in a cold state... Otherwise time flows constantly, abonduntly, according to god's will and moves you and puts you on a series of event that takes care of you emotionnally warming up the heart...making it emulate the tempo of it's life... Habitually speaking it is very healthy state...no disease even have time to build into these states... When someone does'nt put any value at all elements in his life it will eventually become lame to the point that things appear dead... I think that the name you have choosen recently...is more likely meaningfull: «wirlwind win» yes indeed, it does !

Elli: I love that time takes it's toll and that a life lived is shown through various outward expressions.. Peace and love take time to grow and if I had to speed things up I would end up rewinding everything wishing to do it all over again. My prayer for 05 is to be still within the motion of passing time.

Jake: i agree. in the "age of tivo" it seems like everyone is in such a hurry to speed though all the bad stuff and get straight to the money shot, so to speak. but without and bad/ evil/ tragedy/ depression/ etc we have nothing with which to relate the good/heroic/joyous/elation/etc. therein lies the rub. your prayer is a beautiful one. i hope you achieve it.

Elli: How true. Strength of mind makes the difference in ones reaction to adversity....To be happy when things go wrong. Philippian 4:4

a ride in the ditch

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The girls and I slept well. We went to bed quite early... After a full day of waking at 4h30 in the morning in order to make it on time at J's work. It was so icy up near the house's driveway that when she backed up we sort of landed in the ditch. So we all went inside to the house and spent a couple of hours with the little twins. I helped give them their milk and played with them. You should see how far they burp up the milk. It's like a fountain. When the tow truck arrived I left and spent the day again checking various massage schools. I drove back and picked J and the girls up. They went to see a movie with the client lady. Today, unless I receive more replies from the letters I wrote the schools and my agencies I should be able to stay away from the computer and go play outside.
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I spent all afternoon building a fort outside with the girls. We also iced a part of the driveway and fixed a spot light for the skating rink. Now we are going to the gym. Then we watched around the world in 80 days.

not so interesting

I am using the computer in the kitchen. It's nice to have two computers in the house. It really feels like we have unlimited access to the internet. It's seems like the weather is turning on us. Freezing rain is not good for anything unless people have not taking down their christmas lights... this way it's even prettier. At church today there was a potluck and I washed the dishes with a 12 year old boy who thought I was 17.... but it turns out i am the same age as his mom.

fresh pasta

It's been a fun and exiting 04. I feel calm and in no rush to experiment the tragic or release the outrageous. I had a horibly fantastic year in which I have surpassed all expected boundaries of sanity. If 04 could be the only year I retain memory off.... before 05 :) It would still feel as if I have lived a lifetime. I am very exited to embark on my 05 journey. I have a keen interest in pursuing massage therapy and herbalism. I look forward to a year of toxic release and body definition where I will begin the study of the healing arts in New mexico a couple of months at a time in between my extended overseas modeling gigs ie: L.A to South Africa to Europe. :) This way I will go back and forth between all the beautiful countries of the world.. most likely back to where I have been. So I look forward to living moments with all of you again. This year I will be at ease with myself and my suroundings. No running behind parked cars.
May God bless us and continue molding us in this new year.