Living in bliss

Life is suburbia is awesome. Hoohouhooohou!!!! It is as if I was extracted from my random currents and placed within a specific loving family. My husband and I have the kids twice a week and every other weekend. We go fishing up north at the cottage with them or on our own. I started a web development company that manages Internet projects my husband has through his company. I love working at loving him. He is gracious and patient with me as learn about corporate life and how to communicate my vision. Family life has brought a welcomed sense of belonging in my life. I cherish the times we spend with our 3 kids and miss them when they are away. I started reading about my role as a step mom. Sometimes what is obvious to me is not to them and vice versa. I have already grown to be an attentive and devoted caring agent in their lives. This recurrent simplicity is endearing. My future is now.

What is it about

Yesterday I did 1hr of cardio and got lots done around the house but failed to pursue leads in my work. I'll remedy that today....

Regulated effort will perpetuate this new life quality I mean to incorporate in my movements. Up at 7am I rose, ready to nudge the kids out of bed and feed them breakfast. In no time were we out the door waiting for the elevator and on the highway to their house...

Now I am ready to face another day with vigor and efficiency...

Why write?

The moment is such that I lean towards writing. I've lately often let go in this manner to eradicate a nightmarish vision of my situation and imbue it with sense. The process has of recent been triggered by tremendous upheaval in my otherwise normal life.