Saturday, August 11, 2007

What is pure

I often check out the new applications. One in particular made me wonder what does it feel like to be pure? Should I be striving for the clarity it brings? Was I pure before my first anything or will I only be after my last anything is done? Does my lack of experience, or a recent washing away of mistakes deliver me from my instinct or habits? Time entails me to explore my delicious apathy (humanity). I occupy my present when I let go of my pretenses desires, dreams, value, courage and limits and initiate a procedure of thanks for the actual flow that is my life in God's hand. That is what connects me with God. The truth in love. First towards myself for without it no attempt to change will be possible. Then anything that creates a loss of footing propels me into the arms of God joyfully. The purpose then is peace in the heart whether conflict assails me or not. Otherwise I will never be able to see the truth of other's for what it is... a perspective of reality different then mine.... right Now. Reality.... truth about the mythical and legendary Son of God. Therefore, I suspect that purity is not being whole but loving my handicaps and giving others the benefit of the doubt. This allows me not to get hung up on anything. Otherwise I will never be able to rethink my position about anything. God is outside the box. A conventional high priority level on the pure meter might be lower then a low score or the board. Arrogance could pull me out of sync and outside freedom. Simplicity with a humble outlook accounts for a melodious realignment. Remember, ignorance (carefree) is bliss but one bird in the hands is not better than two in the bush. The fire refines. Time will tell.

Priscilla:
I know what you mean. will this be part of your book?I must confess, i cannot fornicate (like when i was 20.) I realized this week what it means to be allergic to latex. On medical terms, i can't be in close contact to latex... it means that i have no choice but be faithful to my hubby.
and if my husband was to pass away... I'd be faithful to God. I can't live with the consequences of using a "latex" condom.I certainly couldn't afford the alternative sheep condom... Isn't it funny how life goes. it's God's plan that stand.

There is always a way to do the right or wrong thing. It all depends on what we want. God provides the rest. I have also noticed that he changes and rearranges our desires and the situations around us to fit with his will... helping us attain the ability to excel in His ways.