Macaholic

I have stayed inside all day even though it was one of the warmest days so far. I remained connected to my mac all day. I am having a great time technologicaly. I hope its a disease. I do plan on checking out the museum in the afternoon tomorrow. I do not have anymore battery anyways. I broke off one of the pins for my charger.

enthralled

It seems as if spring is about to show it's warm face finally here in Belgium. We had it quite cold here the last few weeks. There are three birds in the house I have a room in. It's nice to hear them twirp away in unison. I have been taken the trains to other city practicly every day either for jobs or just castings. I am happy to be still able to travel this much for my work. I enjoy immersing myself in varieties of cultures. It is possible I will have a chance to go to thailand in may for a job. I am crossing my fingers. It's the type of job that would be easy and enjoyable but the client does not pay so much and the agency has daubts about accepting the job. Oh well, It's in God's hands now. I am going snowboarding in the french alps for a couple of days. I leave tomorrow morning. It will be a long 9 hours road trip. I am brigning my cameras and computer so I can continue playing with video and editing.

close to me

It's early thursday morning. It is now 2 weeks I am in Belgium. I have traveled to many of the cities for castings and for jobs using the train system and city transportation. I have my own room in my bookers house. Her son goes to boarding school during the week but I still use his room even in the weekend. I may still cross to other European countries in order to broaden my client base even more. The tragedy is that it is so cold. But nonetheless my feet keep moving and my heart becomes warm and I radiate sunshine in return to every one around me. People are really friendly and kind here. Sometimes when I am lonely I sign or pray while I walk. I even count my footsteps. and started playing mind games in the street. I have to finish this sentence before the bird flies off of....... HE flew away. It means I must run because I am running late.

Have a good morning.

more cities

I am back in Canada after having been gone for one month In L.A, Tobago, New York, Toronto Brockville and Ottawa. Thursday I will go to Montreal for a couple of days and then...... I was juggling the thought of being in Brussels, Venezuela or Capetown. All for different reasons. In Capetown, I would go full circle. In Venezuela I would slash the cube but in Belgium That is where I will triangle.

reality of a moment

05 Jan 2005


10:17 AM - reality of a moment (many comments)
Current mood: enthralled

Elli: The reality of a moment materializes only when time alters or freezes its value.

Adam: interesting. seems to me though that reality materializes all the time, regardless of value placed or displaced on it....

elli: True, but what about this? As soon as one is near enough to feel. One will apropriate to the element in mention a feeling and that feeling will either desolve or fortify itself in time.


Jake: But how do you know this?

Adam: Well thats the nature of feeling, is it not????

Alex: Interesting... I look at the reality of a moment as something that you can control. You can take it off of time's conveyer belt, open it, inspect it, spread it out on a table, identify each part and reserach the em, and then you can put it back together however you like and throw it back on the conveyer belt. I had a bunch of time poems in Oct. and November... check em out if ya like hny to ya, thanks for sharing that thought.

Elli: Value is always placed upon a resulted situation even if one is jaded by life... what happens then is how the person will react to the feeling.. He can choose not to be affected and if one can't then an automatic reaction will ensue..

Jake: A very calm, aggressive, confident for 2005. I wish I could freeze time but remain conscious or collapse time to get where i am going faster. If death could be postponed...

Rich: Yeah but the reality of a moment mostyl freezes in one's mind when after a series of many deceptive event it has put the heart in a cold state... Otherwise time flows constantly, abonduntly, according to god's will and moves you and puts you on a series of event that takes care of you emotionnally warming up the heart...making it emulate the tempo of it's life... Habitually speaking it is very healthy state...no disease even have time to build into these states... When someone does'nt put any value at all elements in his life it will eventually become lame to the point that things appear dead... I think that the name you have choosen recently...is more likely meaningfull: «wirlwind win» yes indeed, it does !

Elli: I love that time takes it's toll and that a life lived is shown through various outward expressions.. Peace and love take time to grow and if I had to speed things up I would end up rewinding everything wishing to do it all over again. My prayer for 05 is to be still within the motion of passing time.

Jake: i agree. in the "age of tivo" it seems like everyone is in such a hurry to speed though all the bad stuff and get straight to the money shot, so to speak. but without and bad/ evil/ tragedy/ depression/ etc we have nothing with which to relate the good/heroic/joyous/elation/etc. therein lies the rub. your prayer is a beautiful one. i hope you achieve it.

Elli: How true. Strength of mind makes the difference in ones reaction to adversity....To be happy when things go wrong. Philippian 4:4