Tune in tune out

I was drenched the whole night through. Just Horrible... But I woke up with two fantastic hymns in my head and started to sing them out really loud like when I was at NBBI or signing next to Mom and Dad in church growing up. We still do whenever we get a chance. I love that I know so many of them. What a gift to out of the blue have a song that expresses Glory to God. I especially get them as soon as we travel down the river on our way to the Island. The city life is so busy that I don't think to hum random notes which always lead me to a hymn. Well, I do now... A month ago my life was brought to a head. The online group of lovely girls I was excitively involved with had a melt down and split then I was rear ended at a stop light. At first I did not feel it too much other then stiffness and headaches which I never get. But life could not go on as was customary. I had to make room for filling out papers and making calls to insurance companies. A big inconvenience but a great opportunity to activate some sort of change. So I went about finding purpose in it. I stopped trying to get online through any means possible and listening to the radio while driving. (I used to blast hard core heavy music not that that is something wrong.) The ongoing physical therapy, especially the 10 minutes of quiet where I lay in the dark with electric stimuli and a heat pad on my back has been wonderful. In the quiet, thoughts of the day hang within the lulls of my heart. It's like I have a life PVR.