If

If I could do anything at all right now I would be an archaeologist living in another country digging every day, searching with great care for a civilization past. I would look for the refuse and what was created using the strongest materials of the time. Now a day’s plastic is the easiest and cheapest way to change it’s original shape through an addition of intent upon the plastic to see it become another thing. Melted by the heat of fire yet cooled off by the winds of desire to not interfere with me.

It’s a beauty, behold you are mine. If you trespass I will encounter.

If I could be anyone I wanted to be I would like to acquire a contour so I could invest within it. I have experience and talents. Everything is going well. I am learning everyday. And I am letting God in control. I have many conflicting thoughts and feelings. My desires are to be in nature, Have the feel of being in the city and the limelight if the occasion arises. I want to buy my own home where I can put all of my things in it. Where I can prepare meals for my friends and family. I want to use the Internet as a platform releasing me geographically and physically.